Should i say... I've started carrying the most enjoyable drink, hoping to survive a great desert, and that would be my greatest conquer...
... My bottle ended spilling off everything before i started...
I've cancelled my dreamed trip to meet my friends on a Con, because my friends would not going anymore. I rarely go to see friends of mine besides courses. I've miserabely failed a College-selection test because what i studied didn't granted enough score. And i don't feel in home enough.
... I shouldn't be worse?
I can't even think of develop my own ideas... I've still have my ambition to create the "Star Message", but i have so few concepts anyone cares about it... I've been only sketching things to complete the Sonic Rebirth collab and stuff... And yea, triyng to study

I really want to stop time right now... I'm not even in College and i'm felling like alredy in College with alots of thing to do...
... And i know, it's even WORSE on College.
But in my own home you must live folowing rules and live with someone who mess up the rules.
Shit.

But i somehow have to trust myself... that's all. "Year of the Bull... Nothing will come out with effort"
Gotta think like a bull =_="
I have to review other ways of studiyng...